Have you ever been so entirely exhausted that you can't sleep? Thats what I get for 2 nights of too much fun and pretty much no sleep. Its a sickening feeling. One that leaves you unable to think clearly, produce any sort of real emotion, or carry on an even remotely intelligent conversation. Of course this is when I get phone calls that I would rather be somewhat coherent to be involved in. Yes, sorry to say, I just cleared your phone call. I just can't right now.
So... I am done with Starbucks - completely! I actually didn't work the full day. The aforementioned exhaustion rendered me nauseous and completely unfunctionable. Seriously - I haven't drank in how long, and yet felt like I was emersed in the hangover of my life. I had to run to the Ladies room at the smell of the steaming milk, and then again while mixing the mocha. God help me if I ever must suffer through pregnancy - they say smells are intensified when you are with-child. A thought, which in itself, throws me inside a bit of panic. Ugh. So, yeah, on my last day of the job where I didn't give the proper two weeks, I had to leave early. Oh well. Its done now - won't dwell on it, Sara.
On a more positive note... I LOVE MY NEW JOB!!!! Though my previous political position was less than satisfying, I am thrilled with the prospects of this one. After only week, I feel more energized and motivated at work than most of the last 18 months. Yes, I think this will be a good one. I'll keep you posted.
Well, this entry is noticably boring, this I realize. Sorry. Nothing interesting, while appropriate, seems to be surfacing right now. You know, I seem to come up with some of the best material when I am driving, an obviously poor time to blog. Hey, I know! I could get one of those tape recorders and talk to myself on my drive home. Ha! Can you imagine!?! Hmmm... I wonder how much those things cost?
Okay, my need for some sound REM sleep is overwhelming me. Time to slip into bed, and fall into a pleasant dream. The morning alarm will no doubt be ringing just moments from now, signaling the start of a new and hopefully promising week.
PS... it should be noted that though I bitch, it was worth it. Yes, definitely worth it.
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